Me and pretty lady-February 2006It's been 2 years since my sweet mama passed away. Some days I can't believe it's only been 2 years, while other days it feels like it's been forever since I've seen her. What I do know is that I miss her.
A lot.
Everyday.
Sometimes I'll get ready to pick the phone up to call her with a question, and then I will remember...
I worry.
Will I remember everything about her?
Will my children know anything about her (Wyatt doesn't remember her, and the others never met her).
Monday was her day. She would've been 52.
She could be spoiling 4 more grandchildren (Instead of just 2).
Too many would have's and could have's to count...
Monday was an interesting day for me. At breakfast I was trying to explain to Wy and Luke that it was Grandma Webb's birthday. They didn't know who I was talking about... I have lots of pictures of her around, but it made me realize that I don't talk about her enough.
My mom's grandma is still alive (and not doing well), so I called her and talked with her. She was confused for a lot of the conversation In fact, when I told her it was my mom's birthday and reminded her that she passed away, she sounded surprised. It made me sad that she didn't remember. The last thing she said to me was that she was proud of me and my family of boys. I cried when I realized that she knew who I was, even if just for that moment. I know she will be joining my mom soon...and I hope she will tell her "hi" for me.
Later that night everyone, minus Cam and Jenny, came over to our house for some homemade pizza, cupcakes and ice cream. Dad presented us girls with some jewelry that my mom had. It was given to her by her mom, which made it really special. The best part of the night was when everyone told what they loved about mom most. It was fun sharing memories of her.
Happy 52nd Birthday, pretty lady!
4 comments:
That night was a lot of fun, and the pizza was delish! I think about pretty lady every single day, and miss her so much. She's a beautiful angel now. Love you sister.
I think about your mom alot, too. It made me cry to read your post. I'm so glad you celebrated her on her special day. She was truly a wonderful woman. Whenever Lynn & I have a 'parenting hurdle', we ask each other, "How would Kathi handle this?" You are very blessed to have had a mother that loved you with all her heart. She definitely passed her parenting skills on to her children. She may not be here physically, but I know her spirit surrounds you every day and she's enjoying her grandchildren, too! We love you all.
Couldn't hold in the tears. You are so strong and are doing such a great job without her. I try to imagine how you and Karla feel and I know it is SO much harder. You are doing her so proud! Keep smiling!!!
Oh, I loved that post Christine. Your mom is such a pretty lady and is very proud of you for sure. Love you!
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